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Rain and Tears

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Looking from the window, I saw the rain is falling down to hit the ground since morning. It is the sign that spring is coming to cheer up people from gloomy winter. It is also the time that I'm looking forward to see my spring flowers blooming. Unfortunately, the spirit of spring is not coming into myself yet. I don't know why today I feel gloomy, lonely, apathetic and desperate. Yeah, I am in sad mood right now but not too bad. Don't worry.. it happens to me sometimes. I hope it won't stay any longer. Ooohh, the rain is still falling. It's pouring the water to feed my flowers. Will it be able to wash away my lonely tears?

As I looked out, my thoughts returned to the moments in my past life. I think I miss them a lot. I miss talking with family and friends. I miss a noise in my parents where my mom chatted too loud to anyone even in the phone, my brothers argued each other for no real big reason, our maid (Mbok) got grumpy to see messy stuffs. I miss my niece and nephew who like riding on my back as their horse, who like to treat me as their experiments in playing doctor, driver, hair dresser, etc. I miss my relatives and cousins who like talking about family issues/gossips, who like begging on me to buy their girly needs, who always were happy to shop around the mall and to dining out with me. I miss my close-friends who enjoyed talking in a coffee-shop/restaurant/cafe. I miss people at my ex-work who like to gossip about me or anyone/anything else, who sometimes asked for my advices either about life issues or work issues, who sometimes brought me favorite snacks. I miss people at gym who like eating out after work-out, who like talking gossips in sauna room. Boo hoo, I can not tell you how I miss them a lot ..That's enough! Quit talking about them! My lonely mood is getting worse just to remind all those things.. Somebody, help me out of it please!!!


Yet I know that I need to put them into my prayer to God Who does all things right and Will lead me thus to take away my bad mood.

Prayer for Health, Wisdom, and a Sense of Humor

O Lord, give me a good digestion as well as something to digest.
Give me health of body as well as the sense to keep it healthy.
Give me a holy soul, O Lord, which keeps its eyes on beauty and purity, so that it will not be daunted on seeing sin.

Give me a soul that knows nothing of boredom, groans, and sighs.
Never let me be overly concerned for this inconsistent thing that I call me.

Lord, give me a sense of humor, so that I may take some happiness from this life, and share it with others. (taken from Catholic Book of Prayers)